Friend Making Monday ~ To do (even though it's Thurs)

I've been meaning to start doing lists My first list was the Need/want list but I'm honestly looking to get deeper. Unfortunately my laptop is not always with me so I use a notebook and this notebook I drag to work so when I'm bored I write. With the new year I wanted to refer to a list of things to do, not only for daily or weekly but for a to do for the year. I stumbled across {ae Flikins} and her post Friend Making Mondays. This is perfect! I'm going to start here for my list of just the things I should work on everyday/ week at least.

To Do ~ Daily and Weekly

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@>~}~~ Clean room ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Bring Dirty Dishes, coffee cups, laundry, spoons upstairs ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ wash windows ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ wash uniform ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ fold laundry and put it away ~~{~<@
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@>~}~~ Enforce Family dinner weekly with boyfriend S
Aunt C, Uncle O and the rest of the Webb Crew ~~{~<@
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@>~}~~ Look for a better Job ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ send out letters ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ clean out Neon (car) ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ check antifreeze / oil ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ call Grandparents and mother ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Keep in touch with family and friends ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ make plans a couple months in advance ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ have needed "Girls Night" ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ spend less time on computer ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ read a book ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Make a new Recipe ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Sweep and mop room ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ open some windows for a little while if it is nice out ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ do not dwell on past ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Remember What is Meant to be Will Be ~~{~<@
@>~}~Find a Church to go to ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Say more prayers ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Drink Less ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ When not happy find a way to be happy ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Write Grandma Beth a To Do list ~~{~<@
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@>~}~~ Make sure to tell the people you love
that you love them ~~{~<@
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@>~}~~ always be thankful even for the little things ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Consider Boyfriend S's wants too ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Find new hobbies ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Always add to this list ~~{~<@
@>~}~~ Remember Family and Friend's Birthdays ~~{~<@
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There's more but like I said some are for days and some are for the week and I will try my best to update this regularly considering I do accomplish things more readily when I make lists :-) over the last year I've referred to my Personal To Do list I made Nov 2008. honestly, the last couple of months I hadn't even looked at it until January when I pondered this list. It hasn't really changed but it has things on it that should always be understood and lived by.

So Thank you Amber {ae Flikins} for Friend Making Monday!!

A personal To do list.

Moving forward, I am also not happy with my status. I have been in a little bit of a rut and it is time I find my way out. I have already started saying I want to do these things so I will now make a list of the things I will do:

What I will do now.

· Be proud of who I am and believe in myself… but just enough to get by… I don’t want to be too proud. lol
· Not worry too much and say things like I don’t want.
· Move forward and do the things I am promising MYSELF I will do.
· Be humble, because I am not in the position to be proud and stuck up.
· Go to church more and say more prayers.
· Get back to the lucky, happy and free girl that I was instead of this bitter and frighten person I have become.
· Be more grateful for my family than I already am.
· Call my grandparents and parents as much as I can
· Acknowledge I miss Grandpa C, but except he is in a better place and move forward for him and except that I can do better.
· Write Grandma C all the time. Always tell her I love her!!
· Hang out with my brother more often and learn to have a good conversation with him. Avoid completely the words he used on me last week: Stuck up and “thinking I am better than him.” But also remember he said them because I do not want to hear them from him again. Also let my brother know that he means the world to me and I believe in him more than anything in this world.
· Learn something knew every day and find something that will make me happy everyday so I spend less time dwelling on the bad. The little things still make me happy.
· Go to the Colorado Café more. Line dancing helps me keep my weight down, blood flowing and endorphins moving!!
· Study hard. I will pass this P & C Insurance Exam. I will I will
· Look for a second and maybe a third job
· Search the Pocono Record, Daily Record, @ the Somerset Courier for a new apartment/ rooms for rent.
· Start jogging and working on my upper body strength (I have none)
· Eat better
· Work on my alcohol tolerance (meaning I don’t want one anymore)
· Find a fool proof and Jess proof way to quit smoking. (No more excuses set a date and move forward!!)
· Read more books.
· Stand up for what I believe and know that it is better to hold my head up high.

I can only move forward now.
Looking back will make me regress.
It all will be better soon.