I'm trying to get the hang of this blogging thing... I feel like i'm not good at it... and then i have all these questions like... do i have to use people's initials of a code name for them? do i have to make a story out of it... who is reading this? is it a diary of a story? i do both pretty well.... I'm dying to figure this thing out and get comfortable with it... it's kind of like my life right now... getting comfortable is the theme... figuring out my footings... waiting to see my navy guy again... wondering if I really really want to wait 5 months to see him again... and then another year and a half until he figures out what he wants in his life, other than a good job and me... He knows he wants me... I don't know if he really understands that having me is going to be more work than just going to boot camp for nine weeks. I've been wondering that alot... until i saw a rainbow on route 22 on my drive to insurance class... I can only say that it means everything is going to work out just fine ... BUT WHEN?? I feel like my life can't go faster... i want to blink my eyes and make it move. I'm already to old to wish i could go somewhere over the rainbow...
