Here is a poem I wrote, It reminds me of the situation;
Current mood: confused
Please God Lend me some Shoes?
Dear God, please lend me the shoes of a strong willed woman,
So I can walk a mile and realize that will is not all I need
Help me see that will itself only helps me proceed
Please loan me a pair of well warned boots of one with nerves of steel
I will give them back in one day maybe two
I need to learn how to make my tension heal
Teach me to be strong, to walk with my head high
And not worry so much that I will someday die
Let me borrow the shoes of an elderly woman who has seen it all
And has faith that the Good Lord will take her because she has done all her living
May you allow me to use my mother's shoes
To understand the trials she went through
And also a while her mother's too
Though we are close in voice I can't possibly understand
Unless I see it from my own eyes
Dear God lend me the shoes of my faithful lover
So I can understand the stress I put this wonderful man under
Teach me the ways to make me stronger
In body, in mind, in faith through feet, and eyes
Then return me my shoes so I can again walk through life;
much more than a mile and a few pairs of shoes wiser.
JLC 12/27/07
He REALLY loves me.
I know he does and I love him.
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